Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I wish things were that simple.
Just maybe, they are.
But the world complicates it.
Twists it.

Blinded by judgment,
Deluded in empty strife.
Hope is lost,
Love is forgotten.

Truth is fought for,
Quivering in darkness.
Black is white,
What is real is not.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Happy Birthday B.O.



(:

Sunday, September 13, 2009

SPRING IS HERE.



I feel like I'm in a rush all the time.
Even when I'm not doing anything but sitting in my room,
a million thoughts are running through my head.
I just wish I didn't have that much to think about.

Even if they are not my problems,
I find myself thinking about the problems of others.
My head is about to burst into an oblivion.

Recently it was Fathers' Day and also, my Dad's Birthday.
I think my Dad felt much more loved than last year.
Last year I was too caught up with yr 12 to do anything for him.. I think He felt kind of disappointed. Considering that my Dad is quite the sensitive type. (I think that's where Isaac got his, sometimes extreme, sensitivity from) Anyways, we got to make it up to him this year (: I baked half a choc cake that failed, made him a card and shared a prezzie with Isaac & my Grandma.

Today, in the car, he was talking to my Mum about the troubles with having to travel to Sydney every now and then because of work. He said the last time he left for a week, he was beginning to feel disconnected from the family. I never knew that was such a real fear to him. But I guess if I were in his shoes, I would feel the same way if I was away from my children and husband.

Sometimes I find myself being ignorant of the fact that my parents are very human. I think sometimes I fail to consider how it impacts them when I'm out with friends days at a time. Or when I'm out late and they're left worrying if I'll be coming home safe and sound. It's hard being a parent and a good one at that.



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Went to catch Relient K at Youthalive with some peeps from studentlife (:
Relient K ROCKS. Really, they do.




Yenny trying to jump the fence after Youthalive..
I think the pic says it all.
*Note the shifty eyes*

Had a good chat with Wendy later that night over a ton of chicken nuggets and a really unnecessary cheese burger. My love for chicken nuggets has been rekindled. If only I had curry sauce. Someone send me some from Singapore :(

Question of the century: WHAT is TRUE LOVE?


Got to catch up with Dani tonight too! Got a really sweet sms from her after Isaac & I left. For the record, Dani, we love you too. You're like our little sis and I'm really glad you're so strong in your faith. Even though you're a talker, you never fail to listen to what we have to say. I sincerely pray that the season will last for our lifetimes.