Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Here's a clip from HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2!!! LOL.
I reeeeaaallly love this kitchen scene.
The dance is like WOAH MAN.
The song is also like.. ingenious.
Makes me wanna get down to work (: good motivation strategy.. haha.

Friday, September 21, 2007


Yep.. I've come to the conclusion, after staring at the intricate details of the neoprints, that they are very very unco and weird. LOL. There was not one where we were all smiling ((: HAHA.. first time taking sticker photos with B.O, Jelly and Salami.. Next time we shall be more innovative and take a granny club photo (: Haha..

It was B.O's birthday today!!!

Happy Birthday Audrey Tan!!!!!!

You've been such a special blessing in my life (: Thank God for you.. really really. Haha. So fierce and in need of anger management sometimes, yet ever so thoughtful and caring! In the 17th year of your life, just remember one thing- you dated a wall, kissed it and seduced it. Thanks for being there for me whenever I need you.. and for all your unexpected smses that never fail to put a smile on my face. Love you very much my dear Boiling Oats! LOL. (I love that nickname, treasure it for life, it's one of a kind, trust me.)

We went to watch Hairspray! It wasn't as great as I thought it would be. Zac Efron's part wasn't that big.. he probably only appeared in a couple of scenes. Didn't strike me as one of the main actors. But his singing was... PRO. So was Queen latifah, the main star (forgot her name) and Amanda Bynes! (surprisingly) Singing was top class. The energy throughout the whole show could be felt.. haha.. whatever that means. It was also reeeaallly funny.. so many awesome quotes.. LOL. Now I need to watch the latest Harry Potter and Ratatouille

After the movie, the four of us went to get Keith's prezzie and when to grab a bite. I finally try a savoury crepe from Ichipan! It was quite different from the normal food.. I had chicken curry in a crepe. Sounds weird, but it was actually quite good.. I think the ones with custurd, ice cream and strawberries or chocolate would have been so much better tho :p

I met so many people while walking around.. it's scary and quite amazing. I met Nancy and Aira as well as Sian and Beck at the SAME spot.. under the gigantic clock in MC. Then I met Brendan and Joyce Fok in the same cinema! Then I met Ben and his girlfriend at Ichipan. LOL. Seriously. Apparently, Yvette saw me walking along Swanston Street too. Melbourne city is too small.

Chinese oral tomorrow! WOO HOO. How exciting. I'm so looking forward to it. (:
Jerusha, stop lying to yourself.

Recently, I've been getting to know Nancy, Aira and Tania better. It's nice to see the 'real' side of people. School as been so superficial all my life. I've never really opened up to school friends and have never really got to see the vunerable sides of them. It usually only happens with friends from youth group. Sometimes, I forget that my friends at school have their deep secrets and problems that they cover up with smiles and laughter. I wish I could see beyond that more often.

It's so cruel how trust can be returned with so much pain and hurt.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Selfish me.

Housework.
Something many, many of us dread.
Why is it when it is out of the house, I so gladly help.
But when it's in the house, I sulk and complain.
That's such a bad mindset and attitude.
I really want to change.

Maybe at home is where most acts of sacrifice are hidden.
Where work or effort is not appreciated or recognised as much.

I was angry at my mum for telling me off.
But now I really admire her.
Working every alternate day and coping with so much housework at the same time. Although she did pull a few of my strings just now, I think she is very justified to do so.

Less time on Facebook and TV..
more ironing and washing of toliets.
Here I come!

I feel like I've so many changes I need to make. My exercise habits, my eating habits, the amount of housework I do, the amount of study time I need to start putting in.. it's almost overwhelming. Almost.

I may stumble, but I will not fall.
You will uphold me with your mighty hand.

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Wouldn't you love to be drenched with faith?

If faith was so easy to have, faith would lose it's meaning.
What has God done to not deserve our faith and utmost trust?
Nothing.
But for some reason it still seems hard.


Celebrated my dad's 46th birthday last night with the Kuan family! Haha.. We went to Mabrown, this chinese resturant famous for its quail dishes. The food was so good! Makes me hungry thinking about it. I still love my scallops with egg yolk at Pacific House, but the quail did not disappoint at all (: Sorry little birdies.


After a very scrumptious dinner, we went back home for cake and tea.
I was incredibly tired, so I plonked on my bed.
But Chloe ignoring my sorry plight kept asking me to stand up and jump with her.
"Noo sha, don't doo thad. Stand up!"
She may seem bossy sometimes, but her smile just makes my heart melt.





Here's just a video clip so that you can hear my beautiful soothing voice and aunty Alicia's very abrupt "Charles".. LOL.

Just came back from GG. It was so fun!

I love this growth group (:

Saturday, September 01, 2007

I've really never felt like this in a long time.
And no, I'm not in love. LOL.

I've never felt so unbelievably stressed and pissed all at the same time.
I know it's pointless and trivial.. but I just keep thinking about it. Sensitivity kills me, seriously. I tend to ponder a lot on stuff that people say to me. Especially if it hurts a part of me. Even if it's a little hurt, it's still a wound that doesn't disappear. What's ridiculous is that it has mainly to do with my Chinese teacher.

It hurts when someone doesn't believe in your capabilities.
Every week I tell myself, I'm gonna prove her wrong. This week I thought I did, but my confidence still got ruthlessly wrecked. I wish I never did Chinese.

I loved Chinese, but now I just can't stand looking at my Chinese work.
Thanks to my teacher, a phobia of Chinese has erupted in me.
I've have been playing tennis with my dad to release all the frustration and stress in me. It kinda helps. But I feel that tennis is such a saddistic game. When I try to hit the ball really hard, the net just stops it so effortlessly.

My life has been pretty smooth for quite a while. No hiccups, no stumbles. But God is really making me rely on His strength this time.

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Ok. Now that I've ranted, I can go on to the happier stuff.

JELLY IS BACK! :)
I can't say I don't miss her, cause I do!
I miss her constant talkativeness and annoyance. LOL.

Janice and Yvette, my fellow Singaporeans, are also BACK! :)

My dear dad is also BACK after 2 whole months!!!

I really can't describe the amazing feeling of meeting close friends and family I haven't seen in a considerably long time. I love that feeling. I guess being able to meet a close friend after missing them for so long makes seperation not all that bad. At least, while they're gone, you start missing everything you love about them and, doing that, you learn to cherish them as well. We take friends and family for granted too often.

Tomorrow is Father's Day (: Our GG is going to a park.. hopefully we'll get to play some soccer. It's nice having my dad back. It's funny how my brother and my mum seem to get into all these trivial arguments about the same little things.. over and over again. Quiet annoying. My dad and I are usually the most 'peaceful' ones out of 4 of us. Me of course, being the most peaceful, patient and loving one. LOL.