Coloured dunlop volleys for Tess :)
Me and Tessa
Greta, Betty, Me and Tess
Our wonderful locker bay
Sahika and Sheryl
Laura n Bruce
Me and Aisha
Me and Thao
Florence and Elissa

These are the pictures i took today.. and guess what the occasion was? Tessa's last day. Ok.. not much of a happy occasion.. My tears were so close to falling.. My eyes were all swelling up with water as I said my final goodbye to tess and gave her a tight hug.. Haha.. today there were like 3 major group hugs.. I got full on squashed in the middle. Even got bashed in the face by Daniel Xp I think the only time I actually remember crying in school is when I thought I did super badly for my maths exam.. but it got marked up by 10 marks in the end. LOL. Neways.. today I was kinda sad.. especially on the way home. *sigh*

Thank God I didn't feel as bad as when I left singapore in Jan. Man.. that was hell. And probably have to go through it again >.< argh.

"Parting is such sweet sorrow".. is it really?

Yo lovely people :)

These few days are suppose to be stressful, but somehow, the 'stressfulness' has led me to slack. I feel so lazy it's not funny. heh. Tomorrow there's study group, I'm probably gonna try to get into the zone of hardcore studying. After being told off my qynnie last week, it's gonna be a better atmosphere to study in tomorrow.

Well, I've finally decided my subject choices. I based most of it on what I was interested in, hopefully I've made the right choices. Here goes:

• Human and Health Development
• Economics
• Psychology
• Maths Methods
• Chinese (3 & 4)
• English
• Chemistry

I'm quite happy with these subjects I suppose.. Lol.. I was considering studying Business Management 3 & 4 next year.. but I think I better concentrate on improving my crap chinese first.. haha. I wanna do well in chinese.. so I won't be a singaporean disgrace Xp

GOOD NEWS : I'M GOING BACK TO SINGAPORE. (95% confirmed) The only thing left to do is to book the tickets for the 16th of december :) Man.. I thought my last trip was going to be my last one for a really long time. I'm so happy! My parents asked if I wanted 3 weeks or 4 weeks back.. I ACTUALLY HESITATED before saying 4 weeks. A year or 2 ago, I would definitely go "FOUR WEEKS OF COURSE!".. I really want to stay in singapore for 4 weeks, but then I'd only have 2 weeks with friends in australia.

NEways, the point is. I'm going back to singapore for 4 weeks. *grins like crazy*

Tomorrow IS INTER-SCHOOL STATE SOCCER!!! You have no idea how excited I am.. lol. It's also gonna be held at Darebin, that stupid rubber-soiled place. THE SOIL IS RUBBER. what the eck. lol.... Well.. i remember the last time I played there for the other state crappy thing, like half my team got injured. Really not cool. Main objective: HAVE FUN!!! If we lose, we'll lose with smiles on our faces. If we win, we can celebrate like mad.. with big wide smiles on our face :)

I'm SO determined not to frown. lol. God has allowed us to get that far, I'm happy enough =P It'd be funny if we played box hill, east donny or donny. Heh.. asian schools with lil bits of fungus peeps to bag..

Can't wait for tmr! O wait.. actually I can.. have to finish my stupid social econs project before 12 am! >.<

Undeserved Hope

I'm stuck in this world of lies
My soul is weak and my spirit's dry
Anguish and sorrow fill my heart
All hope's torn apart


Humbly I come
With a heart full of thanks
Mountains will bow
And oceans roar


You came in humble robes
With eyes of mercy You brought love
You held my hand
And set me free
Nothing compares
To the hope I've found in You


Hope, hope
O undeserved hope
So great are the works of my God

-FOR GOD-
by Isaac, Tabitha and Jerusha

This was one of the pictures I took at Merimbula.. how beautiful is it? It reminds me of how God's light glows ever so wonderfully in the midst of my darkness. Troubles and obstacles may come my way, but I know God will never let me fall. In darkness, he makes us desperately search for him.. and finally, when we find his light, it will warm our hearts and bring us peace :)

Right now I'm at home doing nothing. I want to study, but once I think of doing maths, I get a headache. My body is so weird.. On monday, I felt a little sick.. and feverish.. but my temperature was only 37. I took some medicine and went to school yesterday.. it was an absolute crappy day.. physically. I felt so cold despite being in the sunshine.. When i came home, I took my temp again and it was 37.1. So i was like -.- what the. I felt like I had a stupid fever, but it was only 37.1...... Neways, this morning, I decided to rest at home.. I slept till 11 and felt like a pig.. Xp I took my temp yet again and guess what??? 38 DEGREES............ -.-" Is my body malfunctioning or what?

Nvm, I think it's time I write letters to my friends in Singapore.. Before my grandparents go back. Have to finish the project I embarked on for rambutan and turtle.

It feels so good to have prayers answered.. Lydia's mum, aunty Mary, finally went to church!!!After 4 to 5 years of not wanting to go back to church.. This is truly God's work in her heart. I'm so super happy for her and for her family. Now it's time to pray for her dad.. God is capable of wondrous miracles.. if we have faith.

I had a dream this morning that actually involved me crying.. I saw this black negro man.. one of those famous actors in like.. the 'president-like' movies.. forgot what his name is. ANYWAY.. the weird part was that.. he placed his hand on my grandma's head and led her in the sinner's prayer.. both of them shouting it out loud with conviction. I was wondering why my grandma could speak english all of a sudden.. OR even DARED to shout out the sinner's prayer next to this tall negro man. Then.. once it was said, tears full-on swelled up in my eyes.. and I couldn't stop crying out of happiness.. my grandma was finally saved. I ran to tell Isaac what happened.. tears still flowing uncontrollably.. and when I got to him.. the dream ended.

I woke up back to reality. I'm not sure if my grandma has accepted Christ as her personal saviour or not.. but I think I've to do something to confirm it really soon.

"There is no fear in love; perfect love drives out all fear" - 1 John 4:18 [The Bible]

God's love is perfect. We can see through Jesus who sacrificed himself on the cross to be crucified. God I need your kind of love and passion to see the lost saved. They need you more than ever.. give me perfect love Lord.. to proclaim your truth without hesitation.

Since Aisha wanted me to mention her name, I will.
Aisha is so crazy and cute. Always wanting to do something exciting and fun during lunch time.. lol. Aisha, you definitely help everyone lighten up despite the pressure in school.. altho I hate the times you try to be annoying and pour apple juice in my shoe, lock my locker and slap me in the face, you're still an awesome friend I'll never forget. Haha :) There you go!

I quite love the rainbow.. but STILL , I miss my starry blog. Stupid tag board couldn't work on the other one.. so have to change the skin.

On saturday, I went to chink school in the morning, then I TRIED to study after lunch till 5.. but got caught up in playing the guitar and reading 'the purpose driven life'. Haha.. it is such an awesome book! Anyone who hasn't read it, I suggest you go get a copy ASAP. I've learnt SO much about what life is about and about seeking God's will.. etc. Many other things that I might talk about more in detail next time.

Neways, at 5.30, I took the LAST bus to glennie, in hopes of studying at the library till 6.40 and then meet Darren, Sarah, Audrey, Isaac and Josh. BUT, I found out that the library was closed, so I had to sit in the HUGE glennie shopping centre BY MYSELF. STUDYING PHYSICS. -.-" Note this: I AM NOT A NERD. However sometimes, desperate times call for desperate measures.

The Lakehouse was a really good movie! But the ending didn't really make sense. Plus the fact that people like MOM (Sonja Tan) and my real mum won't get what's happening. They'll just constantly have a question mark hovering above their heads during the movie. I loved the acting... Sandra Bullock's soooooo cooool- SO COOL. One of my favourite actresses :)

The funniest part was that salami(Sarah) thought shortie, zac, josh and I were TRYING to get her to sit next to arrenda(Darren). LIKE... WHY would we do that??? Haha. Sarah is so wrong, obviously :) You're loved salami lobby! You can tell :p

Yesterday, was studying for science and for the stupid stupid stupid, lemme say again, STUPID maths SAC. The annoying history video didn't work as well.. so all the effort Yu Xin, Yu Qing and I made ALL went down the drain. It stressed me out SO MUCH, I was seriously close to tears. I ended up writing a silly history essay. AIS Xp I EVEN GAVE UP SOCCER TO STUDY............. if you see some traits of me becoming a nerd, please don't bother to point it out, because I'm just being influenced by Isaac Ho Ruiqiang.

AND GUESS WHAT???

My history and science teacher were BOTH away today!!!!................ -.-"
I think I'm also on the verge of a fever because of the late nights.. haiz. Haha.

But God is good.. he gave me peace somehow.. and I could actually sleep well :)

It's really nice to have my grandparents from singapore over.. I think I need to try to spend as much time with them as possible.

Just yesterday, my nai nai (my dad's mum) gave me a pendent or like.. just the part which hangs off the necklace. It was quite random. I asked her who gave it to her.. and she said my grandfather gave it to her 10 years ago.. I was like.. wow. It's the first ever family heirloom i've ever received! Seriously, I thought the passing down of jewellery and stuff only happened in those chinky chinese movies.. lol. Man, I'm going to treasure that necklace so much. It's not just a gift from my grandma.. but it was a treasure which meant a lot to her.. and well, she gave it to me. I dunno how you describe it.. but. She must have decided to give up this thing that reminded her of my grandpa for a reason. So strange.. haha.

I'm back to using blogspot again! Haha i feel kinda like a traitor.. but o well. Msn spaces has turned on me and looks quite ugly now. Back to being a star lover :)

"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord and not for men." - Colossians 3:23 [The Bible]

The Denim Nation Live Rally just passed. It was awesome. I was quite discouraged when I realised how much I missed out on planning for hospitality.. and when I didn't even know who was going to turn up to join the team. Then a few of the youths dropped out of the team last minute.. which made me panic more. I wanted to be stress free.. but I ended up getting stressed till I got gastric in my poor tummy.

It was all worth it. The stress, the relentless shouting becuz of the loud music, the rushing and the preperation.. it was all for God's will to be fufilled. 20 people got saved! And i have to say.. even if it was just one soul that got saved.. it would still all be worth it. Through this I've also learnt how to do a better job in hospitality and some leadership skills as well. Thanks to sonja and qynnie, it was quite successful, except for the lack of communication or timing between what was happening on stage and the collection of contact cards.. hehe.. but it was all good :)

Thank God that now.. 20 people know God's awesome love and salvation!!! They are saved.. and set free!

The dancers were SO GOOD. Haha.. the choreography by serene, vernis and ruth was soooooo awesome! I loved the dance.. Especially the starting and the peanut butter and jelly song. The younger girls were amazing as well.. All their hardwork paid off :)

Everyone did an awesome job.. the deco team, MCs, hospitality, backstage, dancers, food team, PA/AV team, prayer team.. I'm so proud to be part of Fungus..

May God always be in the centre of all we do.