Have u ever wondered what is life all about? I was watching a german movie called "Run Lola Run" today and it was kinda wierd. The intro was flashes of people in the city with a guy's voice saying life is full of questions, each question will lead to another and then another.. These few days, i've been thinking what am i gonna do with my life. I've even started to worry.. If u noe me well, i don't think you could tell me that i'm particularly good at any particular school subject. It's all spread out.. now i'm just wondering what i can be when i grow up.

Dream: pro soccer player/ singapore ladies soccer coach.

Reality: Accountant -.-

and i reeeeaaallly don't wanna end up working as an accountant. Doing sums and tedious boring work all day long. If u asked me, i'd rather work as a cha kuay tiao hawker in a ko pi tiam in singapore. All ISAAC'S FAULT.. lol. Making me think so much about my future cuz he is stressing about his VCE subjects.. argh. "Bad" influence.

But there's one thing i can find comfort. No matter what happens to me.. i just need to remember, I AM GOD'S. (( GOD'S PROPERTY )) He can do whatever he wants with me and i'll have no complains. I wanna have the chance to spread his love in the most effective way possible...if he wills, of course. I just have to Trust and have Faith in my God.

Yesterday was the last soccer match of the season and we won! haha.. although the game was filled with vulgarities and swearing.. which was a very very negative part.. erm.. we shook hands with the sunshine georgies and all was good. I played crap tho.. coughing full on.. couldn't even breath properly cuz i was so agitated when this huge girl pushed me.. But o well.. at least my team won =) 3 - 2.. mu ha ha.

SAturday was quite normal. Yvonne, blee and mel were playing big2 with the boys. It was quite amusing, wish i knew how the game worked -.- lol. Don't bag me! Xp i'm not canto and i don't speak canto! Therefore i don't play canto games.. hmph. reasonable excuse? say yes please. thx. They stole my hair tie again, especially blee, but i was quite successful in keeping my hair uptact(is there such a word?) lol.. KE WU DE JI CHI PANG!

Futsal tryouts were pretty good. My dad thinks im sure to get in the team. But i'm not too sure.. i'll probably get a letter or email tmr tho.. haiz.. why do they have to wait 3 days to let u know.. keeping me in suspense!!! They shud just get it over and done with there and then. Messing with my weak heart.

I LOVE U LORD!!!!! You give me a reason to live.

I had an interesting weekend =P
Saturday morning was kinda frustrating, cuz SOME PEOPLE/FOODSTUFF stole my hair tie and refused to return it.. ahhh... reeallly hate that. Anything but that... haiz.. But i guess.. it was alrite. Should have made a bet with blee! haha... Last week i lost the bet, so i had to go steal the ball off the guys playing soccer.. and i did it! hehe.. Xp I wanna watch Initial D! lol..

I didn't noe dandenong was so crap.. they only had 8 players and we had 11. I ended up scoring a goal today. Total score : 7 - 0. Megan scored three, Aimee scored one, Jess H, Jess G and me! And NO, we didn't bully them. Jeff put kellie(Left Back) and aimee(goalie) as strikers.. and lauren in goals.. lol. I was like = 0 But then.. we ended up owning dandenong..still. Thank God. I tried to put kellie through the defenders soooo many times.. she always came this close to scoring - literally. Poor kellie.. haha. At least aimee got her goal! =P

Thank GOD.

On saturday, isaac and i went to futsal trials.. for (apparently) state. Or some national schools competition that's gonna be held in sydney. Well.. isaac said he wasn't outstanding.. and i wasn't able to see him play.. but i noe, that he IS outstanding. Maybe he just couldn't perform at his best.. hm.. Well.. i think my trial went pretty well.. the whole thing lasted for 3 hours. From 2.45pm to 6.30pm. ok.. maybe about 3 and 3/4 hrs.. lol. It was awesome and fun =) Futsal's really fun and cool..haha. Hope i can make it into the team for sydney. It'd be an awesome experience. No doubt.

Without God.. i would just be so crap at soccer. HE alone deserves all glory, honour and praise. I just want God to use whatever talents i have for his work. I'm not extraordinary in anything.. but i'm sure God has his own special plan for my life.. plans to prosper me.. not to harm me.. I can be rest assured by the fact that.. even if the whole world fades, God's love for me is eternal and will last forever.

AHHH, i haven't blogged for AGES! Sorry peeps... haha. Uncle Tom and aunty pauline have been staying in my room the past 5 days.. so it's kinda difficult to use my comp =P But anyways, it was great having them around. Got to know them slightly better... and stuff.. My grandma's room is so warm and cosy! Although it's soooo messed up becuz of my clothes everywhere.. it's so warm and nice, especially tonite, when it's gonna be raining and freezing =) There's also a T.V with chinese channels..haha.. time to catch up with my mando.. maybe learn some freakish canto while i'm at it.

Last Friday, Lindah asked me to go join a whole group of MWS people and some ex-MWS food produce (chickenwing, zucchini, cucumber), for dinner and a movie.. isaac was suppose to go, but he went for soccer instead. Cucumber didn't turn up for some reason. I didn't join them for dinner at La Porchetta, cuz i wanted to spend dinner with collin and justina as they were leaving the next day. Uncle tom and aunty pauline had also just arrived. But I ended up being FORCED by some "stewpid" people.. (BLEE AND JAMES JR.) to eat a plate of pasta. So cunning -.-
ANYWAY, THAT WAS BECUZ OF LINDAH! She ordered WAY TOO MUCH. There were like 3 huge plates of pasta left.. well.. almost 3 plates, everyone was just taking bits and pieces out.. trying to pile as much as possible on each other's plates. haha.. so yea.... ji chi pang was wearing her school uniform! muahaha.. she looked so er... what's the word? macrobbish? haha 0.o

So we proceeded to go to Century Walk to watch "Monster-In-Law". It was a really funny movie and the actresses and actors were cool and good =) I quite enjoyed it. I was rejected by Baba when she said she wanted to sit next to lindah instead of me = ( Im just gonna cry now T_T *cries eyes out*.. lol... eck Xp

On Sat, blee was really quiet.. actually.. all of us were pretty quiet. Except for zucch and "peter chen" who kept bagging me... -.- "ISAAC ISAAC ISAAC ISAAC...." so annoying! ahhhhh.. -.- It's even starting to confuse me.. Which is a VERY VERY bad thing.. everytime someone says isaac i respond -.- is that stupid or what.. someone please save me. O yea... this sat, i've to steal the soccer ball from the group of guys.. sigh. My team lost to Essendon (Dommi and Sophie's team) 2-1. It was soooo close. Too bad the goalie saved Katrina's penalty kick.. so dodgy. ais. o well. Lucky the bet isn't that drastic =P

Friday was Joyce's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE! SORRY FOR THE LATE LATE LATE LATE LATE er.. birthday announcement in my blog Xp I'm glad God gave me a friend like you. My one week jogging partner and fellow commuter 0.o lol. Yea..u've been great! Have fun being sweet 16!
ps. Don't gimme anymore chocolates.. hahaha.. =)

Today a whole group of macrob and melb high guys along with some of us unihigh peeps went to Happy Cup to celebrate Joyce's birthday. The cake was awesome and mike did a good job organising..er.. the stuff? such as "knife-getting", "present-getting" and "inviting-people" stuff? 0.0 ANyways, there was no b'day song! WADDE.. how can it be considered a BIRTHDAY party without candles and a birthday song... -.- Sorry Joyce.. haha.. next year perhaps.. O yea.. and cucumber was sick.. hm. He said his condition was getting worse and worse becuz of no rest from school. BUT i reckon it's becuz emmeline has been away from him for too long! Emmeline come back before cucumber rots..-.= lol..

Ahh.. i miss lydia and tab and the salt shakers. Haiz.. today is singapore's national day. And what am i doing? Blogging and talking to singaporean-aussinated friends, like nic, who reckons Singapore's National Stadium is crap.. -.= Communists?? lol. Btw, im not a jelly and i don't wanna be one. Last year i was sooo eager not to miss a minute of the NDP.. look at me now. Can't even be bothered about who's gonna appear in the "feature" or whatever.. haiz. Time really changes things. Whatever the case, i still miss tab and dia a lot =( Need to catch up on stuff.