At 11pm last night, chickenwing asked me to go watch madagascar with her (and her mum and her mum's friend's family) at 9am in dandenong plaza.. lol. It was free! haha. Anyways, my mum delayed us from getting out of the house by 8.2o to get to dandenong by 8.45. My mum even sped thru 2 "amber" lights to get there.. lol. shhhhh.. =X When we got to dandenong, it was about.. 8.56. Once we came out of the car, we saw blee and her mum. haha.. and her mum was like "O hi! Why don't u come (to my mum) along, we're all mums anyway".. or something like that. SO yep.

My mum came along to the movie. Madagascar was so funny...haha.. but the storyline was kinda predictable=P I LOVE THE CUTE LITTLE DUCKLING.. that got eaten. The animation was reeallly cool.. At least isaac thought it was alrite..lol.

After the movie, my mum and blee's mum decided to go to dandenong market together! So they abandoned the 3 of us. Blee, isaac and I. SO yea.. we walked around the whole vicinity.. for about 2 and a 1/2 hours. We walked thru sanity, to the dandenong market that sold clothes instead of fruit, erm... safeway, basically, we walked in random circles around and in dandenong plaza. yep. By the end of it, my legs we aching.. not as bad as shopping tho, surprisingly, haha =P It was fun i guess... it was funnily wierd as well =)

Ahh.. why must the fungus camp make me miss the academy game =( wanted to play again for that academy.. haiz. o well. God's more important =) and there's no way i can get back to melbourne by 10 in the morning anways. Arrival time back in church is 5pm on sunday Xp

Went shopping with mum and zac today =) Finally bought the jacket i needed. haha.. so warm and comfy. Isaac bought some clothes as well.. after shopping for 2 1/2 hours.. i'm wondering why i don't feel "dead".. lol. Feel like going for a jog.. hope it isn't too dark..

Bullying. Has anyone had friends that have been bullied in school? personally.. i don't think i've ever been thru bullying at school. Maybe becuz i seem like the person that bullies instead of getting bullied. u noe what i mean? haha. But of course, those who noe me well will realise that i won't even hurt a fly =) let alone being horrible and bullying people.
Well.. i hate to have friends getting bullied... but dunno what to do. I don't know how to help.. altho i wish i could. Haha.. maybe i should get her to learn akido or something..

Like Knarich! Stupid gal, smacking, wrenching and twisting my hands in german -.-" And i thought she was just a weak defenceless girl..lol. Xiao qi DA... Found out that she won gold in a 3 km swimming race -.- see. looks can be rreeeeeeaaalllly decieving. My hand was red and hurting.. by the end of die Deutsch Klasse.

ZUCCHINI. if u read this. You better go to the "movie outing"! Xp There's no point in all of us going if u don't go.. haha. And peter really wants u to go =) *nudge nudge, wink wink*
BLEE. i'm nice enough to change ur real name to Beelee.. hurry thank me =) I reckon Bee Chow sounds better tho ..lol. you shouldn't be hiding ur true identityXp.. hehe.

Today, the 26th of June, I FINALLY scored my first goal for glen waverley. Too bad it isn't in the league..haha. I also scored my 2nd =P and yes it feels good to score.. haha. We beat Endeavour Hills 7 - 1. They were a pretty crap club with only one or two fairly good players. Muahaha.. Thank God soooo much =) But why did we have to play so well only when Jeff isn't there.. haha. Everyone played a great game, heaps of people scored... Jess, Jess.H (2), Becky, Kat, me(2). It was a fun game i guess =P Altho there were a few exclamations of vulgarities from the other team.. all was good and cool.

Holidays are here.. haha.. Time to do some serious fitness training =P and be like isaac.. enjoying torture and suffering to get fitter 0.0 and NO, i'm not a freeak. isaac is tho.. haha a fitness freak XP

And i made a wasted bet last night ... hmph. The deal with chickenwing was that if i scored, she wud have to hug a tree.. just a tree.. dunno why i was so nice. But if i didn't i'd to hug zucch.. now i scored TWO.. -.- wasted wasted.. 2 trees = james? yes? hahahaha.. trying to convince blee to hug james Xp

The greatest among you will be your servant.
For whoever exalts himself will be humbled,
and whoever humbles himself will be exalted.

Just want to dedicate a small paragraph to my dear dear brother, Isaac aka Darth Apple (moohee, moohee, i am your faatthherr..)
Thanks for helping me upload this song into my blog =) U're a legend! Thanks for being so pro at computer stuff to make up for my crappiness at it. Thanks for sacrificing (about..) 2 hours of your time=P Thanks for dealing with the "frustration" and me breathing down your neck Xp At times I may not agree with stuff that u do.. especially to my computer, but u always ask me to trust u. And most of the time, u don't stuff it up. But when u do.. sorry for screaming and being angry at you. Becuz afterall, u're just trying to help. SO i really thank God for a nice, little, brother like you =)

Got my reports back. Quite disappointed for my report for I.T and History. I.T was 3 Bs and 1 A.. i guess i just stink at computer stuff and it's just not my cup of coffee (don't really like tea). History.. well. Mr Hunt.. he is just t.i.g.h.t. In the report, he wrote "While she is sometimes reluctant to participate in class activities, she has maintained an organised workbook." My dad and i were discussing about it.. reluctant means [[UNWILLING to]] and i seriously don't think i am usually unwilling to participate in history class activities.. -.- I admit sometimes i feel "sianded" when it comes to talking about federal governments, and politics.. but still.. i'm not UNwilling. hmph... so negative about people.. tightest teacher ever. At least he gave me only 2 Bs and 2 As. not nice comment tho.
Haha.. had 1 B for english.. as usual. For the Speaking part. " Ability to exchange views and ideas with others in a variety of situations and for maximum effect." have always been weak in doing that. At least i got A for Reading. hehe..

Fungus camp this coming wednesday! Hope i can get to meet new people =) I think we're definitely gonna be playing some soccer..hehe.

Was meant to go walk round the river with chickenwing yesterday, but ended up shopping with mum and isaac. Looking for a nice warm jacket for camp.. haha. Found a nice jacket but still gonna look around for better choices =P Shopping is sooo tiring! haha. I think shopperholics must be really fit with a huge amount of stamina.. Xp Something i don't have..haha.

Today at fungus, chris wasn't there to do the message. So uncle/pastor Tham Fuan did it instead. I think it's one of the clearest messages i've ever heard. Values.

What are my values in life? What are the things in my life that determine my values?

Friends. Family. Experiences. Character. God.

I thank God for all the right values that i have.
But what about the bad ones?
What is important to me?

Uncle Tham Fuan said that we will become what we heaps of time with. Then he said " So if u a lot of time on the computer, u will start looking like computer." 0.o haha... Same thing applies. I have to spend time with God so that i can be more like him.. heart-felt love for everyone. All my friends and "enemies". John 1 is my favourite book in the bible =) People u have to read it!

Hm.. Don't feel studying nowadays. Just can't "get into the groove" of mugging. Slightly behind in my maths.. hm.. better catch up. Maybe it's the holiday mood taking over my whole body..haha.

After fungus, isaac was meant to stay back for band prac. But he didn't noe how to play the songs =P lol.. so he ended up "running away". We went home with joyce and tim.. haha. Their dad is so cool =) Their car is sooo cool with the window on the roof..haha. I wish i had a car like tt.. then i could look at the stars at night =) .. of course, with my parents driving, not me. lol.. Got named "The Twins" by joyce and her dad. Argh.. Chocolate..lol.

Fungus camp. I hope blee tan can come! if not i'm just gonna cry.. hahaha. literally =P And by the end of the camp. There would be a dead chickenwing.. due to the lack of contact with ahem ahem.

My healer

Lord i need you

Please hold me.

Lord i need you

Please guide me.

You never failed

To pick me up.

You never failed

To heal the scar.

So will you please,

Lord.

This very day,

Give me healing

In my heart,

I pray.

-Jerusha

inspired by God

Got my chinese results back.. it's so so so so bad.. -.- i can't believe i got a B and a B+.. no As at all. I'm not a freak. If i got B or B+ in singapore i wud be head over heels.. lol. But this is Australia.. =P o well.. thank God it doesn't count for VCE Xp Why does my chinese teacher have to be sooo tight?! arghed..

During recess, i finally saw Blee's photos! hahaha.. i was like 0.0.. she had long hair! couldn't believe it till i actually saw her photos..haha. She took so many neoprints =S lol..
Anyways, the 2nd session was a total bludge..haha. We were meant to play chinese games, but ended up playing big2 and talking. So yep, zucch and i were discussing different letter "writing styles" for blee to use.. haha.. Finally we decided on a "not-so-tight" approach =) Nice us.. haha.

To chickenwing: The truth shall set u free! LOL.. Xp

Fungus camp coming up.. don't know how it's gonna be like. I hope and think it's gonna be F.U.N. Camp Howqua..love the name..lol. The food better be good as well =P

Don't know why.. i feel so "down" the past few days.. maybe it's pms? 0.o It's like.. i've been thinking. A worried christian is an oxymoron.. why do i still worry bout things so often? I need to spend more time with God and get back to the right track. Maybe i've been putting other things above him.. too many distractions and worries. I need to trust God and have faith in him. That whatever happens is his will.. even if he doesn't answer my prayer requests.. doesn't mean he doesn't hear.. it's just not in his time or will. I hope this fungus camp helps me grow closer to God.

More of you
Less and less of me, Lord.

Life's good..
But there is something beyond that.
Something that i believe in
and want to experience..

UNIHIGH BEAT MACROB 1-0 !!! MUahahah..lol. Time to come up with a brilliant dare..hehehe. Any suggestions? lol.. My team got into the zones, Thank God =) Hm.. the thing is.. i don't know why i still feel all.. tired and not-happy, altho my team got thru. Haiz.. someone pls wake me up! No soccer for 1 whole week..argh. Better make some fitness program for myself =P haha.

Today was gloomy and rainy... hehe. Saw blee, isaac and flo! lol.. never met flo before. i reckon she's reallly nice..and i mean REALLY NICE..lol. I was asking her to help me think of a dare for blee and she was like.. aww.. haha. well sorta. But in the end i got her to gimme some tips..haha. Hm..lemme try to remember.. blee's hates : curry, swimming, what else? haha.. HOW CAN A MALAYSIAN HATE CURRY?! LOL.. Xp Please freely post some GOOD and EVIL ideas for a dare for blee please. Thank u =) haha.. Too bad i didn't score for the game against macrob.. Xp..lol...

Hm.. i also saw Rachel.. it kinda felt good to see her again. Glad she got into macrob =) haha. Don't know why she didn't say hi tho.. i waved to her.. but i think she didn't see me = ( Haiz.. o well.

Ahhh..someone wake me up!.. i feel so dead. Anyways, too bad Aisha wasn't there..haha. It would have much more fun =) Hm.. lemme c.

What i achieved today :

• a dare for blee,
• revenge on macrob,
• a place with my team in the zones
• met flo

ARGH.. didn't get to see blee's photo! grr..nvm, saturday..haha.
..hehe.

Tomorrow's soccer day =) Can't wait for it. haha. In school, i kept telling Marco and Monia to watch out for my bro..haha. They even asked me what position he played..lol.. must've really scared them. But looks like now, their worries have proved to be unneccessary. lol.. Poor apple pulled his knee ligement..haha.. *over stretched apple* At least, now UHS actually stand a chance in scoring some goals =P

Lol.. gonna have a hard time looking for isaac and blee tmr. Especially with blee trying to hide 0.0 haha.. But i hope my soccer team will have some kinda bond before the matches begin. I don't even noe most of the names in my team -.=" Only the names of 5 year 9s. Argh, really want to score some goals or at least get into the zones with UHS =) and BEAT MACROB! mu ha haha hahaa.. that's my goal for tmr. Even if it means that i have to play dirty.. muahahaha.. jks jks. lol. I'm a "dignified" player Xp

Love u taBOneh and lyDAneh =) Thanks for talking to me on skype dia! lol.. Tab, thanks for talking to me on skype every other day =D Best cuzzie anyone could ever have =P I heard some became a durian instead of a rambutan..hahahaha.. Xp

Today will go down in the [[ history of Jerusha's life ]] as the day I experienced the worst road trip ever. The roadtrip to Sorrento. haha.. i woke up at 8.30 and didn't noe we were planning to take a long drive to Sorrento with Aunty Lily's family and Uncle Steven's family.. so we RUSHED outta the house at 10 am. But didn't leave till 10.50..-.- becuz we were waiting for Uncle Steven and Aunty Lily to arrive =S So while waiting i was just chatting with Si Ling and kicking the soccer ball around with her (and mum). Didn't know my mum could actually kick the ball properly..haha.

Anyways... basically.. we travelled to brighton (sandringham).. to pick Jun Siang's spore friends up. By 1.45 pm, we got to Sorrento. FINALLY..haha. My bum and back were aching..and numb -.- We ate fish and chips, got some delicious ice cream and went shopping =P There was a huge surf shop and Yi Tern bought a pair of cool black and pink shoes.. =) Isaac and i were looking at some jumpers.. but ended up not buying anything.

However, the highlight of my day is getting the shoes i wanted! woo hoo. haha. I got it at a huge bargain as well=P A pair of converse shoes.. and they were actually 110 bucks! but i got them at 50! lol.. and nooo they are not fake dodgy shoes=)) at least i achieved something today.. haha.

The road trip back to Glen Waverley was long and sufferable..lol. My bum and back..again.. were aching and numb.. My leg felt like there was no blood circulation at all.. it was SO bad..-.- lol.. At least there were some good moments of the day. Listening to tension songs on my mp3..haha.. good stuff=) And of course, my bargainated shoes..hehes.

Yesterday, Pastor Chris was talking about obstacles that hinder non-christians from wanting to know God. Parents, pride, intellectualness.. these are some of the obstacles.. But something struck me deep. That christians.. like myself.. should be shining God's light. Not just telling others about christ.. but. Also acting like how a christian should act...God's ways. And sometimes.. i just don't. I've been thinking the last few days.. and the word love being repeated over and over in my head..

one sentence for me: "I should Love others just as God Loves me."

He doesn't care about how i look on the outside.. but what is in my heart.. And even tho, my heart may be full of sin.. God has already paid the price for me.. i just thank Him that i've been given the chance to accept him into my life.. =) Now it's my turn to love others they way God loves me. Unconditionally.

Can't wait for Thursday Xp

Today i didn't have school cuz it was report writing day =) Slacking the whole day...as usual. In the morning i was all alone at home becuz mum and grandma went to springvale =S For a moment it was kind of creepy, cuz i was afraid of someone breaking into the house... *cold shiver runs through spine*..lol. I made nachos for lunch and settled into my comfy sofa to watch some cartoons.. then someone rang the doorbell. i thought it was my mum.. so i was like "who is it?" then i looked out.. there wasn't anyone there 0.0 so i didn't open the door.. just in case it was some random guy who wanted to bash me and steal my stuff=X..haha. When my mum FINALLY came home, i looked outside and there laid a package for Ho Lip Tse (my dad)...-.- postman. Couldn't he have just rang the door bell and WAITED for me to come 0.o jeez... hahaha..it was kinda funny =)

I got into my UHS's girls' soccer A team=D so relieved..However Aisha didn't make it.. boooo. I thought she was bound to get in... she's a good defender.. i guess... there are better=P i trust mr lee's judgement. At least Bruce made it. If she didn't i wud be like -.-" so yep.. it's gonna be this thursday at Fawkner Park.. near Macrob.. near my DAD'S office...and he said he may come watch..ahhh..Xp.. o.. and isaac and blee are gonna be there! how cool is that..haha. I kinda hope UHS beats my bro's team... but i guess it's kinda leaning towards MHS. Too bad blee's in the Macrob B team.. so is Flo. o well.. we'll be in the same place..and i won't be laughing while playing..so all good.haha.

Fungus camp coming up.. hope it's gonna be good=) Blee said she wants to come.. i hope Joyce comes.. she better..lol. I have no idea what we can do there besides have a soccer match bwt fungus and the young adults -.-" rematch..haha.

Time to get fit.. I ran two rounds around the oval, did 50 sit ups and 10 stnd push ups and 20 gal push ups... getting so unfit... someone HELP! Need to play more soccer.. just friday and sunday is not enough... argh. have to run run run.. Xp hard work coming up..

Remember your Creator

In the days of Your Youth,

Before the days of trouble come

And the years approach when

you will say

'I find no pleasure in them' ---

-Ecclesiastes 12 : 1

I will run to Your open arms
To Your love that washes away my tears
I am found deep in this mystery
'Cause You're all I'm living for

Chinese school was nice, as usual =) Got bagged full-on by zucch, blee and mel, as usual. Got called Jerusalem by Hazelnut and No-name 0.o as usual. Haha.. didn't sit with beck today tho..haha, cuz i was late.. and all the tables were in rows..=s so i sat next to Hazelnut. She told me bout a youth group that met weekly at melb high. called "BOOM". She said it was reallly good..lol.. Sounded really interesting.. The class was really.. rowdy today.. and the teacher was sooo pissed..haha.. it was kinda funny =x
No deal for this week=P Cuz i don't think i'm gonna score against Dandenong... Mary's team...argh-a-chuck. I'll be praying hard for God to let my team win.. haven't had a win in ages Xp and i really really really really want to score! hehes.. and next week there isn't any chinese class..soooo yea.. 4 day weekend...yeah! haha.
Sigh... no one on msn to talk to now =( Mouse, tab, lydia and joce are all at the youth camp.. I'll miss them in spirit! hahaha.. I want to be there sooooo much.. someone smack me in the head so i can dream of being there =P Singing praises to God in the midst of the nature he has created.. playing soccer.. watching the sunset/sunrise.. haiz. O well.. looking foward to the church camp =)

What am i suppose to do with my life.. now that it's yours.. please use it for your glory..