A wonderous mystery in the pages of history
Of a Man who bled and died for me
He's more than a story
He's the one who hung upon a tree
His crimson flow poured out for me
He gave His life to set me free

Had my linear equations test yesterday.. Ms Papp is so hardworking..lol. We did the test yeterday and she already has it marked by today..0.0 Wonder why she left Macrob for Unihigh tho.. Really happy that i have her as my maths teacher this year..altho sometimes she pushes us a little tight.. she never crosses the line =) fortunately..lol. Last year.. Mr Viney was just.. too "Cute" and old. He just couldn't mantain the class and everyone was just really..-.- annoying. lol..imagine, Konrad, Muhammud, Rory, Chloe...etc..together in one class. Result = absolutely disastrous and catatrophic. Xp

Can't wait for everything to just pass away. haha.. i'm not talking about the Earth passing away..lol. Not yet, there are still things to be done=) I'm talking about the stupid tests, exams and assignments... maths, I.T, Science, history.. haha. Read Aisha's english essay.. meant for for the writing competition..hahaha.. after reading the story, i was like 0.o RIght... erm..lol. I really wonder how Aisha thinks.. how can she come up with such a crazy..literally CRAZY story with Bruce and Betty in it..lol. So can Gabrielle.. i could never write a story like hers..haha.

Had an academy match with Bayside... wish i had a team like the one i played with.. lol and the pitch! it was..so green and flat with no pot holes at all.. haha.. Finally i had ONE good shot on target.. and i was playing holding midfield! lol.. [defensive]. The game was about the best i've had since ballarat.

Talking to Blee on msn now.. found out some things that confirmed my guesses. lol. Now she has to hug a tree and i have to tell her what joyce told me today at the bus stop ..-.= haha. Stewpid chickenwing won't bring her grade 4 and 5 photos tho ..-.- meanie.

Love you too duck! Haiz..miss everyone in singapore... all of a sudden, i'm thinking of my childhood days with Tab, Isaac and Caleb..lol. Kindergarten.. how isaac and i used to walk back from kindergarten and how isaac and Shanon used to show their butts to the bus driver as he was pulling outta the drive way.. immature..lol. I'd never have imagined that i'd end up in Australia.. "the land of kangaroos" lol.. God has really led me on a journey of ups and downs. I'm sure he has a plan for me.. just wanna live for him =) Nothing else matters..

Just came back from chinese school..lol. During the class, Rebecca kept threatening to take a photo of me with her stupid camera -.- So annoying! lol.. SO immature! lol.. UNlike me..haha.... to think she's going to be 2 years older than me on tuesday 0.o She also made me go up with her and talk in front of the class.. -.-" Probably got C- for that dialouge..haha.
During recess, Chickenwing and Zucch kept trying to get me to hug a tree -.- I'll never hug a treee.. muahaha. U "weaklings" can't make me Xp lol.. Have to think of another deal to make with chickenwing..lol. I don't wanna make a deal with her about this sunday... cuz i'm playing against Dommi and Sophie! and Dommi is a fast runner... MAYBE i SHOULD make another deal..lol. So that IF i score.. she has to hug "something" lol.. maybe something worse than apple=)) hehehe.. pondering..lol.
And my smacks weren't THAT bad..lol. They were "kinda" soft.. cuz im just so nice =P
Time for mugging! Maths challenge - History assignment - Science assignment - I.T assignment.. *faints* pls don't wake me...lol.

Lord.. you are the ever living God..
No one can understand the way you think
or why you allow certain things to happen..
but i pray Lord.. that you would show mercy..
she cried her heart out to you..
please hear her prayers..
Show her that you love her Lord..
Please let a miracle happen.

I don't know if she's guilty or not..I pray that justice is served. There are heaps of evidences that point to her not being guilty. Please allow some new evidence to be found and clear her name. She is young and can do many things for you. However if it is your will that she lives for you.. in prison.
Then let it be...
but help her to be strong and allow her to come back to Australia with her family.
Amen.

I didn't know slacking at home can cause me to be depressed -.- was watching the tv and eating my nachos.. when i saw Schpalle Corby get sentenced 20 yrs of jail [ live]. I was like... wtc is happening here? There in the middle of a court room, stood a beautiful young woman.. trying deperately to hold her tears back and not to lose her cool. I saw the feeling of distress and confusion in her eyes.. Her family were shouting out protests to the judge.. everyone was screaming..crying...some indonesians even applauding... It was chaos. She was whispering deperate cries to God under her breath. Schpalle Corby, aged 27 is sentence to jail for 20 yrs.. i was just speechless..

Imagine going on a holiday with your family... going on a holiday in Bali.. and your bag gets searched by Law Enforcement Offices at Bali airport.. they find marijuana. You have no clue how it got there and all of a sudden, u're jailed and soon, sentenced to jail for 20 yrs.
While you're in prision awaiting your verdict. Some airport officers in the Sydney airport were caught for drug trafficking. The day they commited the crime, was the same day that you went to Bali. -.- yet. you still end up getting sentenced. FOR NOTHING.. absolutely nothing. 20 yrs.. in a cell.

I shan't continue anymore.. i just pray that a eucatastrophy occurs in Schpalle Corby 's life.

Who am I?

That the Lord of all the Earth

Would care to know my name

Would care to feel my hurt

Who am I?

That the Bright and morning star

Would chose to light the way

For my ever wondering heart

Not because of who I am

But because of what you've done

Not because of what I've done

But because of who you are

I am a fire quickly fading

Here today and gone tomorrow

A wave tossed in the ocean

A vapour in the wind

Still you hear me when I'm calling

Lord you catch me when I'm falling

And You told me who I am...

I am yours.

S1 sent me this song today.. and the lyrics are really really meaningful to me.. and i'm sure it is to many others.. It is sang by "Casting Crowns" and the title is "Who am I". The song lyrics is exactly what God is to me. My refuge when i'm weak and have much I'm indepted to him. He died for the sins of the world.. because he loved us.

When i feel that everything is against me.. when my world crashes down on me.. i know there is one who is always there for me.. Jesus. He hears my prayers and my deepest thoughts =) Imagine having a friend.. a friend who is God. What else can i ask for? 0.o haha..

So tired.. i've only totally completed 2 questions outta 6 from my maths challenge. Have to start revising for my linear equations test and semester 1 exams =s Time for full on mugging.. Mr Hunt had to be so tight and make our history assignment due next week... he said he was gonna give us 3 weeks... it's like.. just over one week and he's asking for it. And the thing is.. he can put it after our exam, but he doesn't WANT TO..-.- Thank God Ms Papp's nice. She cancelled out a small topic so that we have less to study for.. cuz she UNDERSTOOD the PRESSURE we were facing.. =) Took the train home today with Mel, Emma, Bianca, Joyce..etc. Felt like a gooseberry, sitting right in front of Mel and Kingsley..lol. NEXT time i'll try to sit further away from them..haha. Let them whisper their sweet nothings to each other..haha.

Just found out that Zilin may know Adora from fungus.. what a tiny small world.. Asian connection again 0.o

I really don't wanna hug a tree... x.x Someone help me... I'm gonna get some good exercise on sat.. running away from ke wu de ji chi pang. ke wu! ke wu! -.-

Arghed..soccer tryouts tmr.. God pls help me do my best.. help me to do my best for u=P

The Reason I Live
He lights the way
Along the dark,
Covered with sin and dismay.
He has a purpose for me.
At the end of the road,
I look back
And finally see the reasoning
From the beginning.
All he asks
Is that I give
My life to him.
To trust in him
not by sight.
But with
child-like faith.
Without wondering bout'
practical
literal
stuff.
Like a humble child
With full obedience and love
For the one true God
That is there
Always.
written by sha
Inspired by God
Although this poem doesn't really rhyme.. it means a lot to me. Without God.. i really wonder what i could live for..0.o Live for my friends? my family? for soccer? even if i have good relationships and a good and "fulfilling" life.. at the end of the day. What counts, is eternal life. Most of the time, christians, like me, get caught up with worldly things and forget God totally..putting him in the back seat. That's why this poem reminds me that the reason i live, is solely for God's purpose =)
Chinese school was interesting yesterday..haha. I brought a lemon for Mel to eat =D and she actually ate it =s i took a bite of ONE pulp and i couldn't stand it any longer..haha. IT WAS SO SOUR......no becuz im weak >.<>
Ji chi pang and zucch were full on bagging ME about LOOKING LIKE ISAAC...=.= HOW do i LOOK like ISAAC?! there is absolutely no resemblance. Don't u agree zac? 0.o I'm a sushi, he's an apple, i don't see how there can be a resemblance..-.- Shorties! Xp hehehe.
Deal status:
If i score, blee has to hug *ahem ahem*
If i don't score, i have to hug a tree=P (gonna look so dumb..lol)

SEE WHAT I HAVE TO SACRIFICE to chen quan ni men..lol.

haha..so far the only " cyber space contact" i've had with any of my friends is thru the taggie board.. can't imagine not going on msn for one whole week... but i can do it! >.<>

Hm... Spilt Screen Sadness is quite a nice song. It's not usual..but.. i like the lyrics=) Introduced to me by Naillij..hehe. It's sang by John Mayer...0.o is he someone i'm supposed to noe? haha. i reckon xian shuo zai jian is still the best.. never fails to make me smile when i listen to it =) For some reason, it reminds me of some nice memories... of times i've had with certain friends=P

Now i feel as if i'm just crapping >.< *faints - this time chickenwing can't pour water on me..hahaha..
Haiz.. dunno wassup with Sophie.. she seems.. different. Never knew she could actually be pissed with anyone.. i'm just thankful it's not me she's pissed with =S

Just realised this is a really really short post >.< nite people!

haiz.. Eltham North... the first team to beat us. First time i've lost a match in Glen Waverley under 16s... tot we were the best..but looks like we were not. 4 - 0... that's just.. sad. We didn't even get a shot on target-.= let alone me scoring... this stinks. Ran so much with no result... the stupid thing was that, when megan and i came off becuz of certain injuries, it was the last 15min and they got 2 more goals. Making it 4-0. -.- frustrating crap. I'm gonna train from today onwards.. and make sure i play better the next time i play Eltham.... too many good players in their team...
i'm sure we can do it if we go for challenges and stuff =D think positive people!

Haha...just received the news that my fungus cell group is fasting msn! i was like T_T nooooo... but then again. I think it would be good for me... away from talking to my friends and concentrating on God more. Guess i'm just addicted to msn...haha.
So to people who i ususally talk to on msn - I'm not dead or anything, just fasting >.< msn=")">

Yeah...i finished one question in the Math's Challenge! so pleased..haha. I'm gonna take u down one by one...stupid questions -.- 2nd one coming up 0.0

Crap....i also lost my deal with ji chi pang.....again! lol.... have to negioate another time i guess..hahaha. pretty pls beelee tan meili? <--(i didn't call u chickenwing)

After chinese school, isaac, blee and i went to KFC to grab some wicked wings that isaac was talking about =P It was delicious, but after eating 6 of them, i was quite sick of it =p haha.. But it was nice having the idea of eating "JI CHI PANG"..Xp
Failed to make a deal with chickenwing...-.= If i don't score..i guess it's her fault then >.< hahaha.. Today at chinese skool, my class had to do our chinese orals...it was quite bad for me.. the teacher didn't say whether it was good or bad..she just said some stuff. I was like just talking about my school and family as it came to my mind.. others memorised the whole speech -.- During recess, i was full on bagging zucch and her height =) She's too tall! and i'm just toooooo short.. 0.o am i really 1.65m? someone pls tell me!!! (besides isaac and blee..) I'm not 3m lol...

Just played soccer with the group of other-church-people. It was quite fun, but i dunno why whenever i play with them, i get owned by little kids -.- so embarassing lol... Then the huge and rugged guys will just bash me everytime i got the ball...like Ralph the tank and Adrian i think..girl bashers..haha..

Arigato/Alrigato/Aligato is seriously the funny song ever...haha.. listen to it! Tension sang it..and they are like..the band with the best voices i've ever heard=) Dosen't mean i'm a fan of theirs >.< BECKHAM FOREVER! hahaha...

Argh... the maths challenge is seriously getting on my nerves.. i've only started on the first question and i'm stuck +(oo)+ <--piggy face.. i think i got the lowest result for my maths test in my class..... so annoying.. crapped up measurement.. 75%.....-.- hate this feeling.. haiz..
nvm, i'll just do better next time! mu ha ha.

I'm going to type out my english story now lol..i feel that it fits my blogskin =) and i can practice my touch typing..haha. And for all those who haven't read any of my english essays. The theme for this essay was "The Runaway Story".

The Falling Star

Once upon a time, there lived a bright shining star named Twinkle. He was the brightest of the brightest and never needed to be in a constellation to be stunning. He was loved and respected by all the stars in the universe. Even a quarter of the Earth's humans could admire his bright and shining light and he was always the star that stood out along the milky way. He had many friends and often stayed up late into the night having parties and he loved his life. He had everything he wanted.

However, after a few years, his light began to fade. The Sun was a million times brighter than he was and he was jealous. Little by little, he was no longer noticed and was degraded to a normal star. The Sun was as bright as ever and all the stars admired him, he could even be seen throughout the whole Earth. The warmth and light that the Sun gave to the human race was so important that even some humans worshipped him. All his "true friends" left him and he felt alone.

On a lovely night, Twinkle was lying on his cloud, admiring the other beautiful stars in the deep black sky. He was about the shut his eyes to go to sleep, when all of a sudden, he felt a gust of cool wind and spotted a beautiful radiant star falling through many layers of black-greyish clouds. It was the most beautiful star he had set eyes upon besides himself. He heard many voices below the sky. "Look at the shooting star! It's so stunning!". "Make a wish!" Twinkle realised that it was a Falling star. Falling stars were stars that decided they had lived long enough and wanted to vanish, they were also known as shooting stars. He was shocked, he had never actually seen a Falling star. He had a mixed feeling of pity and excitment. He never knew a star who commited suicide would bring such joy to people.

The next day, Twinkle was drifting along the streets of Star Paradise thinking about what to do with his life. Whether to be part of a beautiful constellation, which meant he had to work as a team with other stars. Or he could be a lingering star along the milky way and finally vanish overtime. Something caught his eye. " Embassy of Falling Stars ".

The night sky was rich black with only a few dancing clouds blocking the moon from view. The moon was bright and was nearly full and had been highlighting the dancing clouds. Twinkle had thought it through. He was tired of his meaningless life. He wanted to runaway. To runaway from all his, so called, friends and all the memories of having been once respected and loved by all. He had filled out a form releasing the Falling Star Emabassy of all responsibilty of his death.

He went to Starlight Cliff, the highest point of the universe. He went to the edge of the cliff and looked down, a cold shiver ran through his spine. He walked a few steps back from the edge. No one would miss him and he definitely would not miss anyone. Many stars had risen and many stars had fallen, too bad he was one of the stars that fell. He ran towards the edge and jumped.

As he fell, he saw many humans jump up and down in excitment. Many of them closed their eyes and made wishes. At least, Twinkle felt, he had done one thing meaningful in his life. To give some symbol of hope to those who were down in the ditches. His light became weaker and weaker and he exploded into bits of dust.

THE END

Today is mothers' day! Happy mothers' day to all the mums =)

Last night, my dad brought us to pacific ocean or pacific house to eat seafood and celebrate mothers' day =D It was quite a painful dinner... i'm not talking about the spikey loberster shell...i'm talking about $$$... it was like $240!!! -.- for one dinner -.- but it was a really good dinner, i must say...hehe. O well...once a year to celebrate what all mums' have done for us.. meh. (just think of the poor african children suffering).. =( now i feel guilty...

Anyway, on saturday.. zucch and i wanted to scare chickenwing, but we couldn't find her. So we walked around the school twice just trying to find her. Mel joined us in our search...lol. Finally we saw her in her long pinkish scarf that zucch stole. She was in the toliet -.- lol...we were meant to play soccer with the boys but due to ji chi pang and zucch strangling each other with the long pinkish scarf, we didn't play =( But at least Mel and i got a good laugh from their "cuteness"..lol.

Today, my team played Bundoora and we won 3-0! It's a really good thing. However there's something big missing...and wrong. In the last game, we won 5-0 and all the goals were scored by Megan. This time, all 3 goals were scored by Megan again =S lol...and i was suppose to score 2...but missed= ( AND..the worst thing is that i made a deal with ji chi pang and i lost... so now she is entitled to call me *********** **** **** and ** **.......btw those are not vulgar at all.. but really mean mean mean name calling Xp... KE WU de ji chi pang!>.<

I can't believe ann doesn't like CCS... and ann calls them hypocrites-.= does she know what she's saying? Uncle John gave up his good paying job for full time ministry... and all ann does is critisize? I'm sure there were reasons why pastor kong doesn't preach... haiz... but i agree with her about the cliques.. salt shakers are probably too attached.. but why is it that Rachel could feel so welcomed by the youth group? that part is making me confused..-.= But i'm sure God's ways are the best and he has planned everything out. I just hope he shows ann that CCS is part of God's ministry and not just some hypocritical place.. 0.o

Yesterday, i foolishly locked my steewwwpid key in my ssttteewppppid locker. Then i realised that i fooolisshly left my spare key at home and another key in my bag which was in my locker -.= ... SO, i borrowed 2 bucks from Ms Bosyk to get a tram/train ticket home. My recess and lunch were still in my locker = ( so i had to starve. Couldn't be stuffed asking people for money and owing them =P At least i got a lovely banana from the Sharman office..lol, it was yummie. Bananas...lol. *winks at chickenwing*
I had to go home without a bag and just carrying my books...made me look like some kinda nerd or something 0.o bad experience really..

Tomorrow's the maths test that i've been dread for 2 weeks =s Thank God it's an open book test. Cheat sheets muahaha.. Ms Papp has been rising the level of the class... more hw and stuff.. but i don't think it can be as bad as wing apore, oops i mean my beloved Singapore....lol.

Finally got my English essay back. I think it is the best essay i've written in a very long time. At least it wasn't to shabby for apple..lol. When Mr Convy read it out, it didn't even sound like i wrote it Xp...haha. Thank God again =) My favourite sentence in the whole story was " To give a symbol of hope to those who were down in the ditches." That's basically what God came to earth to die for our sins...so yep..kinda reminded me of christianity=p

Okayy..this is wierd, my bro is just laughing hysterically for some reason. 0.o

BUt anyway, today it was the weather was really dreary, raining and cold.. So we couldn't play soccer =( BUT, we did something pretty cool=) We watched "Bend it like Beckham"! muahahaha.. it's kinda like my fairy tale story i guess.. to be a pro soccer player when i grow up. But i noe, that that fairy tale story is not easy to fulfill.. America? England? The thought of it makes me shiver. Maybe when i grow older, my love for soccer will fade...*shrugs. National Womens' Coach for Singapore? I wouldn't mind that one bit..hahaha..=D

WO BU SHI MARSHMALLOW XIAN SHEN! >.< color="#ffccff">SUSHI XIAO JIE! ke wu de ji chi pang...Xp

Hmph, the saturday recess is so short..-.- not enough time to do all the bagging i need to do =) O well, at least i managed to get one marshmallow to throw at blee...haha. In fact, zucch and i picked the marshmallow up a few times and threw it at chickenwing..haha.. trying to get it into her mouth..ewww. hehe..

My mum... didn't noe she had the..er, old way of thinking..haha. So embarassing >.< I shan't say what she did on my blog..hehe. But Danica, u noe what happened! Xp Hope it doesn't happen again..argh.

Haiz... i'm so lost. Is it a good thing to go to the best school in melbourne and face all the competition and "smartness" all around? hm.. I guessed what i should do is to do my best in everything.. and see where God leads me=) Afterall, he is the Lord of my life and everything that happens is part of his planning.. feel so blessed with the love of God.. always there to listen to my worries and troubles and to comfort me. What more could i ask for?

I'm so set on getting As for every subject...no more Bs..-.- I'll show Mr Convy, Ms Khoo and whatever teacher that i can do it! No more soccer games without me scoring.. that's my goal for this year=P In order to get into macrob, i've to do my absolute best ..hehe. That means...no more slacking..uh oh. o well...